I think I’ve located a new source of the world true issues. No one has time to solve their problems. We are so focused on jumping from point A to B, getting everything done, and just moving that we forget that it ever happened until it begins to hurt again. Sometimes you find the time to solve your problem, but the one person who can help you doesnt have the time to help you either.
You are left there, helpless.
When the other person has time to help you, you are already on your way to point B, and they forget all about your problem as well.
Where are you then? Halfway to B with that knot in your stomach trying to choke down the fact that you hurt the only person who could have helped you with the problem you were trying to deal with in the first place, questioning why you had the problem in the first place and why you just cant solve it yourself.
By the time you finish typing this whole thing out you realize your problem dissapeared and you dont feel bad at all. You come to terms with it and move on. You find you arent bothered anymore and you can freely move on without any remorse.
Perhaps that person you hurt will forgive you, or you will be left heading to point C with a new knot in your stomach trying to understand why you bothered to get help when you knew the burden should be yours and yours alone. Who cares about what matters to you anyways?
As this happens far away another person forgets his problems with a beer, another with a one night stand, another while watching an episode of some stupid television show. Another while typing some foolish idea on some website where they know no one will read it…
Haha, the greatest part about this is that this helped me out, but I’m going to look like a jerk for feeling this way.
I know I’m in the wrong, and I’ll find a way to fix me eventually.
